What I come from

If alcohol makes you prettier, drugs make you more awesome.

Drugs can be a fantastic experience. Pushing the limits of well-being, feeling as and happy and at peace as possible. Feeling way better than any other thing can make you feel. Experiencing bliss, feeling of purpouse, letting go of your sorrows and just appreciating life without a single care in the world.

But. They take their toll. After the high comes a low. All that you felt at peace with a moment ago now feels like a fucking shitload of problems, agony, pain. All that you've suppressed with the drug comes back ten times stronger to fuck you. Drugs will cloud your vision and your judgement. They will make you cold. They will make you forget your loved ones and forget who you are. They fuck with your mind. They fuck with your life. They can erase all your childhood memories or they can make you cold enough to just go out and stab someone.

There are people who manage to integrate drugs with their lives and keep it on a sane level. They can benefit from drug use. But most people can't. When having tasted it's extremely hard to keep your drug intake low enough not to be dangerous. If you haven't tried drugs my advice to you is don't. If I could live my life again I'd do it without the drugs.


I've decided no more drugs for me. No more feeling good when I don't deserve it. No more fucking over people I really like to get a fix. No more living in la-la-land.